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Angela Meer has spoken and written for:
Living By Design Ministries
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Testimony from california
“Wow wow wow on this podcast! I love it! I believe many chains will fall off as people listen and receive what is being taught in this podcast! I believe it will set many people free from the religious (Pharisee) spirit! Many will SOAR in their new identity!”

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Testimony from oregon
The way you effortlessly weave scripture into (usually difficult) Jungian concepts and share with us the heart of God for our union with Him. The Scripture cements it all in! This podcast will take new territory for Christ!



There is a version of you that everyone has met, and almost no one has questioned. The capable one. The one who is fine. The one who holds it, carries it, and does not need anything back. And it is tired in a way that sleep does not reach.
In this episode of The Christian Jung Podcast, Angela Meer names the contract underneath that tiredness, the unwritten agreement that says you will be the strong one, the one who does not need. Most of us never signed it. It was drafted long before we could read it, by a family, a church, a wound, a season when being seen genuinely was not safe. And we have been paying on it ever since.
Angela reframes the Pharisee spirit, not as the villain of the Gospels, but as a reflex that lives in the most sincere believers, the part of us that learned the safest way to be a Christian is to be seen doing it well. She traces the fear of being seen back to its origin in Scripture, the hiding that began in the garden (Genesis 3:8-10), and works through Jesus’ words on the cup clean only on the outside (Matthew 23:25-28), the Pharisee and the tax collector (Luke 18:9-14), and the God who looks on the heart rather than the outward appearance (1 Samuel 16:7). She connects this to what Carl Jung called the persona, the mask that is necessary for ordinary life but dangerous when we wear it so long that we lose the self underneath.
This episode includes a personal disclosure. Angela speaks openly, as a pastor, about the unwritten contract between a congregation and the one who pastors it, what it has cost her, and the shift she is in the middle of right now: the recognition that she is not responsible for the contract, but is responsible for the long-term, sustainable health of her own soul. She also names how this same shadow shows up for people who are not pastors at all, but who quietly pastor everyone in their sphere.
The episode closes with a prayer from Julian of Norwich, the fourteenth-century anchoress whose Revelations of Divine Love is a vision of a God who beholds us with love rather than blame.
This is week five of the shadow arc, inside the larger work of The Christian Jung, a systematic theology of psychological wholeness for serious Christians whose orthodoxy is intact but whose inner life still needs healing.
If you are tired in a way that sleep does not reach, this episode is for you. Find this week’s free article on Substack at The Christian Jung, and the Inner Room companion with the three practices in full. Visit angelameer.com.
Heal Deeply. Walk Holy.